gomenasorry.
I have been quiet/inactive on numerous platforms (dA, twitter, patreon even) for a couple months now.
I figured I'd come out of the woodworks to give some kinda update on myself. (Mostly incase... anyone was curious, and also because it makes me feel less guilty OTL)
So what have I been up to? I was in college for an art course, which I just finished in April! Yay! It's rather exciting for me considering how much I dislike school.
Since September I had been doing a lot of messing around with my doctor with my medication that I'm on, also. This might seem like I'm sharing too much; but trust me, it's relevant.
The medication I was originally on didnt feel like it was helping me much anymore, thus we experimented with others. Throughout that (alongside school, what a nightmare) I had many mood shifts and very often had trouble focusing long enough to draw a full piece. Only really got sketches/simple stuff done, I really couldn't be bothered to go much farther than that with most of the pictures I did. Part of that's also depression tho, ahaha. One of the medications I've been on for a while has also given me tremors. From about November-January (i think) they were really bad and i couldn't even carry a cup of tea without spilling it allover, so no, I wasn't drawing then. 2nd semester of school I had a few depressive and anxious moments but ya know? I'M OKAY. DID IT. YAY. I'm content.
Currently my dr and I are trying to get rid of the tremors completely (theyre mostly gone, I have had only little ones since Jan, prolly.) I have been able to draw with the tiny tremors but straight/smooth lines are a nightmare lmfao.
Since I was going through school and medication changes, i also had to end up closing my commissions (in fall i think) and eventually had to put my Patreon on hiatus too, it was just too much for me.
What next tho? I'm trying to get back the focus and motivation I had before school, and get at least commissions back up and running. (Patreon maybe eventually)
Gunna hope my meds get finally sorted out so that I can be happy/less anxious and still be able to have some level of focus, jfc.
I have some small things/sketches here and there that I can post/show. I need to get my art twitter back up and going, because ironically I've been dead there too. Art's hard, man. lmao
I also realize....! the last *new* picture posted here on my dA was in February, yikes... and .. the last bunch of newer gijinkas I posted... WERE LAST JULY. WHAT. OH MY GOD.
Anyway, yep so that's it really. If for whatever reason you've got any questions for me, I'm cool to answer them.
I've been super bad for just hiding out in my discord server, but I swear I will try to be more social again. qwq
Thanks for readin' y'all.
PS; for me, it's Scorbunny